my tonsils hurt - colloid

Feb 21 2024

Anonymous translation sourced from Vocaloid Lyrics wiki
Translyrics by rainer

Content warnings: Eating disorder, self harm

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I'm growing out my bangs day by day

'Cuz I wanna look away

The volume, I'll turn real loud

'Cuz I want your voice to fade

Seems my tonsils still hurt

Today...

Because it's scary finding my wrists*

I'll bite and bite my thumb again

I'll puke

Notes
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*Although the translation seems to be implicitly referring to self harm -- "Since doing it on my wrists is scary" -- the original sentence is more vague (tekubi wa kowai kara / "Because wrists are scary".)
I saw a comment on this song about how the line could be about the speaker fearing checking their wrists to see their weight, so it's with that vagueness in mind.

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